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  • Achieving,  Belonging,  future,  Inspiration,  loss,  Love,  Poetry,  romance,  sorrow,  writing

    I Am Choosing Me


    Photo by Kristina Tripkovic on Unsplash
    I do not want to be here I am tired of the pain
    Your indifference and the solitude is making me insane
    I feel trapped in this abyss that has become my heart
    Your words have me drowning, they are tearing me apart
    I cry for the future and cry for the past
    I wonder how long I can truly last
    I am slowly dying from the pain that is destroying my mind
    You never seem to notice are you really, truly blind
    Your words are like daggers they cut me to the bone
    The tears that I cry, are ones you have never known
    Not because you do not see them but because you do not care
    Though you are with me it is though you are not even there
    I am tired of crying, my tears I will wipe clean
    My spirit is waking, longing to be seen
    If you will not reach me I will have to let you go
    I am choosing to live, I just thought you should know
    I have waited for something that I hoped would come to be
    I waited too long hoping you would finally see
    Your eyes have not opened and my mind has paid the price
    Well I am done paying, I am done playing nice
    If you will not see me and show me the way
    Then my time I am taking and goodbye I will say
    I hoped for a future that is clearly impossible to reach
    Now I am reaching for a solution that a lesson could not to teach
    My time was not wasted nor will I regret
    I have treasured many moments I will not soon forget
    But I move on to a horizon that for me has time to spare
    To find a path with room enough for me to share
    Not to walk alone without love by my side
    I have decided I no longer want to run and hide
    I will face this truth strongly and use its power to grow
    I am choosing myself and I just thought you should know
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  • adult,  Friendship,  future,  Love,  Poetry,  romance

    A Friendship to Love

    Why must it be always this way
    Why must I wait for the beautiful words that you say
    Time I must steal, the mere minutes you give
    Though we are apart, in my heart you will live
    You have touched my soul the part of me I hide from the light
    I tried to keep you out, I tried will all my might
    Your words were too sweet penetrating this wall
    The words touched too deeply causing me to fall
    To believe them would be heaven, a moonlight kiss
    My heart is leary though something is amiss
    Could it be the beauty or my thought of worth 
    Could it be that there is something since this relationships birth
    Though friends is what we are your words long for love 
    Could this all be a lie or a gift from above
    I will watch from a distance which path will we take
    I will stay in the shadows until a decision I can make
    Whether I trust in the beauty and give love in the end
    For now, I feel lucky to have you as my friend
  • ebook,  fantasy,  fiction,  MyBook,  publishing,  romance

    La Flor Manor

    La Flor Manor: The Introduction the first book in the La Flor Manor Series is now available for sale on Amazon.com

    https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07L9FN3L7/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_awdb_t1_xKBeCb70QKARC

    Leaving her cheating boyfriend behind, Lizette escaped to find her destiny. Prince Feliciano believes he is destined to live an eternity alone. He cannot return home until he finds his soulmate. She must be pure of heart, with a link to his old world, thereby allowing him to know his queen to be and return home. But only if she will sacrifice everything she knows to be his salvation. She has the power to take him home again but will love be enough for her to abandon hers. What will become of the inhabitants of La Flor Manor?